Lily Allen has described herself as “shitter than (Amy) Winehouse” in an emotional message on her Myspace page.
In the blog, which was written in America (dated May 13th), Allen describes herself as “afraid,” “fat” and “ugly,” beforing admitting that she has “fallen victim to the evil machine.”
Allen has become known for her candid ‘blogs’ on Myspace, often choosing the forum to vent her frustrations at the music industry.
Her latest and most emotional blog ever however, has seen many fans posting replies in an attempt to boost her current state of mind. One fan sympathetically writes: “OMG you've gone mental haven't you?”
Her full, unedited blog is as follows:
“Fat, ugly and shitter than winehouse
that is all i am , im on my own in america again . I used to pride myself on being strong minded and not being some stupid girl obsessed with the way I look . I felt like it didnt matter if I was a bit chubby cause , im not a model , I'm a singer . Im afraid I am not strong and have fallen victim to the evil machine . I write to you in a sea of tears from my hotel bed in Seattle , I have spent the past hour researching gastric bypass surgery , and laser lipo suction .”
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Sort it out. If you can’t deal with the pressure, then take a ****ing break. It’s not like you haven’t before. I sense a Britney moment coming on...
- Yeah, fatty.

Well them clothes in New Look make you look dead ’hippy’ anyway!
- the only ****ing idiot is the person or persons who make stupid comments such as cant take the pressure or your fat if your not a size zero stop following or listening to these idiots, lily Allen is cool ok
Sensi Aiki

Well Sensi, she evidently cannot take the pressure, as she was in a hotel room in a ’sea of tears’ telling people she has fallen victim to ’the evil machine’. She needs a break, and she has not exactly been shy to this idea in the past has she?
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